me x the world

I’m sitting in the bus, music on playing despair in the departure lounge by arctic monkeys.

I’m starting see on the window that make reflection of myself and then see out there how hectic this city was. See the architecture building. See the people walk fast like they chased by time.And I wondering..

This is the way I enjoying my life. Yes, listlessness. It’s like I kill the time.

It feels like you out of your life and daydreaming how everything will be fine someday. How the world works like it used to be. 

Because the reality is the world turn you down. The reality is people mock in the back of you and people nice in front of you. So, I conclude that this world is fake.

Full of fake people. Full of fake things.

The other way to go out of life is read

I love to read

Sometimes I wish I was a kid when everything is fine and the big problem is I miss the episode of anime or the Disney character I love died.

I miss back there, where everything is simply work.